.topless.bottomless.

Ahmad Azrain a.k.a Bob,

I didn't get the chance to snap any pictures of topless women here in Aussie though I've seen a lot. Untuk mata sendiri nikmati sudahlah kan... Heee (Jealous lah kamu sekarang!)... Therefore, I'm trying to make it up to you by giving you this picture. And it's an extra because she's not just a topless blonde, but bottomless too. Awww. I know... I know... I'm sweeeet..! Thanx ;~)

Ain't I sexaaayyy? *Wink*

Psstt~ I'd like to invite all my friends to come holiday here ramai-ramai at the end of next year (November 2011). Come la. Come la... If you guys buy the tickets early, it's super cheap okayh! Cuti-cuti Australia~

Spring:ParramattaRiver:27November2010

Ikrar hati.

 

 Maka saya, berikrar, akan menumpukan, seluruh tenaga dan usaha, mengemaskan bilik, sejurus selepas, segalanya berakhir, berdasarkan atas, kondisi-kondisi berikut:

- Kepercayaan YANG MELAMPAU TINGGINYA terhadap diri

- Assignment semua selesai sudah

- Kepenatan dan kemengantukan tidak menguasai diri

- Tenaga kembali pada aras normal

-Bergantung kepada emosi  dan mood (atau berpandukan translate.google.com, suasana hati)

Thanx to Farah for the 'denai' made to enter my room.

.:sekian:.

Have to get back to my assignments. Sigh~

4300 words more to go. Yay!

And lucks for my Oral Test, 4 hours from now...

.:amin:.

From Australia to ______, with hatred...

Dear readers. This post is another hatred letter. Please ignore if you think I love/like you. ;~)

Here goes nothing...

Dearest _____,

If you say that you don't give a damn bout me, don't bother saying things bout me, don't bother hearing to anything I say, don't bother talking/writing bout me, don't read what I write and don't bother to even THINK of me.  Coz if you do, that means that you DO TAKE NOTE of everything that happens to me (Aloloooo~! Masih ada kemanisan lagi rupanya kamu...) Being friends on Facebook doesn't make us friends...

And truth is, you can't just live independently in that community you're in. Such things don't exist. Once in a while, or at least once, ONCE in your lifetime, you'll have to depend on others for something. Trust me.

Watch what you say. When you really want someone to forgive you, they may forgive but not forget. But when you don't walk your talk, that's just like begging people to hate you and how can I forgive you when you insist on being hated? Mark my words. You're so full of **** the moment you said you don't care bout others. Damn.

Emo lagi. Haha. Sudah lama tidakku membenci manusia. Namun, perasaan itu bangkit kembali pabila ada yang meniup api kemarahanku. Syaitan mesti sedang bersorak keliling aku kan sekarang nieh. Haih. Takpe. Takpe. Nie marah yang ikhlas. Heee. Doa orang yang dizalimi InsyaAllah dimakbulkan. Amin~

 If you're reading this, that means you still DO CARE bout me...

(Awww... That's EFFING sweet!)

Tell me now, are you fond of me? ;~)

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        Halloween Vampire

(Heee. Nak buat muka marah tapi macam bertaring pulak.)

Chubby, chubbier, chubbiest...

Woohoo~!! I've gained 11kg since I come to Australia! :~D Heee. Maybe 8. Maybe 5. Some say 2kg only. I also dunno which to trust. Those weighing scales sure know how to lie. What? You think weighing scales are like people ka? Different scale, different reading. Aiyooo.

The eternal debate among the weighing scales.

However... That's not my main concern. I don't care much if I gain weight or lost any. Uh, well, I do care. But not much.

4 days ago, I decided to go for a Free Lunch Buffet for two at The Grace Hotel (Will post bout this later if I've  time). Of course, the previous day I was pening-pening thinking what to wear to the hotel. Casual? Formal? Elegant? Finally, I chose this scarf and this blouse and this pants. I ironed them the night before so that I won't rush the next morning. As usual, when I woke up, I played Mafia Wars on Facebook first and went for a shower 30 minutes before going. 

20 minutes later, I was outta shower and started wearing my blouse... And the scarf. Was still bare underneath. (STOP IMAGINING THINGS!) Then, I took the pants and fitted myself in. Halfway through, it got stuck and I can't pull it any further. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!! I can't fit into the pants I brought from Malaysia and it used to not even be sticking itself at all on me!

The struggle.

At that point, I realized something, I don't mind if I stay like this... But if I continue doing so, I may have to spend LOADS OF MONEY to buy new clothes. And in that case, I DO mind! I fear that i won't have enough money till the next allowance.

So, what should I do now?? I WON'T go on diet coz I love food A LOT! And to have plenty of food here, it's a waste not eat. Others in different parts of the world are starving for food and suffer painful deaths cz of not having food... Why should I resist the temptation of eating good food kan? Orang kata, rezeki jangan ditolak, musuh jangan dicari. heee. Any other way? Haihhh~

Aha, maybe I should consider fasting. Dapat pahala, dapat jimat duit, dapat ganti puasa, dapat jaga kesihatan, dapat belajar mengawal nafsu, no need to kalut-kalut ganti puasa last minute and lotsa other benefits gained. Weee~! :~)

Huh! Tak supportive langsung!

Situation: We just received our EDUC 265 paper. I stood there, buat muka pelik, looking at my score: Pass. I silently thanked God for not failing me but this was what I said to those sitting beside me...

Me: Haih. I pelik la. Apsal tak dapat High Distinction eh?

Farah and Azizul laughed instantly. Cis!

Me: Tak supportive langsung lah korang nie! (Majok play-play only)

(Hehe. Nak dapat Credit pun tak tercapai, nie kan pulak HD. Cita-cita nak tinggi. Tapi tamau berusaha. Padan muka. Btw, thanx to Ulwi for the great help in completing the assignment. Or else, I would have failed the paper. Alhamdulillah~)

By the way, I wish everyone

 the good best of luck

in the upcoming exam...

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan di dunia dan di akhirat. Amin~ :~)

Like Unlike Like Unlike...

There are sooo many groups that we can like on Facebook. I've liked way lot more than at the moment, have just deleted more than 3/4 of the pages and I'm now left with 163 likes. Here are among my favourites :~) Some are funny, some are meaningful :~)

1. Somehow I feel happy when the person I like, wrote something on my wall.

2. Treat your girl right, or another guy will...

3. There is only one me on the Earth. I am an endangered species :)

4. "OMG I want that shirt!" You look at the price tag. "Nevermind.."

5. the best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone... 

6. Saving a file as "dyjjyggffj'', because I'm too lazy to write a proper name 

7. I Miss OLD Friends !! 

8. "You Sure You Got Everything?" "Yep." *Leaves* "Dang I Forgot Something." 

9. My bed is so possessive. Every morning it does not want me to leave... 

10. "hey!". "dont talk to me". "why". "you know why!". 

11. Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart <3

12. I Can Do It Perfectly, Until, I Try Showing Someone. Then I Can't Do It. 

And of course the pages of those public figures and tv shows :~)

(Kering idea nak tulis apa sebenarnya...)

Dear Chris... We are Malaysians!

Me inviting Chris to follow us to the Indian grocery store:

"Cina, nak ikut Melayu tak pergi kedai India?"

(~: Comel kan ayat nie... :~)

1Malaysia!

The blooming love in spring...

Springlove | Syafiq & Syazwani

23.10.2010

K. Wani and A. Syafiq's wedding reception here in Sydney. Married in September, they made the effort to held a little Springlove reception here for friends. This most probably will be the only Malay wedding reception I'll experience in Sydney :~) Here are several pictures for you guys. (Sorry for the limited number of pictures. Something went wrong with my camera halfway through.) Didn't even manage to capture a full picture of me, first time wearing a maxi dress too. :~P

The wedding dais: Simple yet lovely.
(Giving me a rough idea of my engagement day nanti ;~))

With the bride and groom :~)
Photo by Imran

With the bride: K. Wani :~)
K. Wani cantik tapi mukaku penyek. Heee...

Cake made by K. Niza. Yummy~

Venuses present :~)

 <3 The lovebirds <3
Photo by Imran

:~) Likeyyy~
Photo by Nana

It's an honour to be invited to the event. Thank you.

May God bless this newlyweds dan mengukuhkan ikatan ini ke akhir hayat. Amin~

~CONGRATULATIONS~

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Cerita di suatu petang...

I was busy searching through my files and folders when I suddenly terjerit sorang sorang dalam bilik sebab ternampak gambar nieh. OPTUS! (Mind you, this is my new way of swearing ;~))

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(After 88 dots...)

Ngan gambar sendiri pun cuak padahal tademende pun. Hadoyaiii...

Click click...

I was thinking of what to do tonight. My friends left for Shang Ri La to attend a dinner with Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin. And me? I sent in my RSVP late and that's why I'm left alone with nothing to do. Padan muka. Lambat sangat respond.

Anyway, I ran through my files and folders to search for any interesting movies to watch. My eyes stopped as they met a familiar title. An emotion stirred within me and my thoughts started to think hard but at the same time, I was trying to brush the memories away. I found my finger double clicked it and there goes my movie...

My cute glow in the dark mouse.

30 minutes later...

My eyes were staring into my laptop, not really watching it. My thoughts were kept busy. This movie... It's nothing interesting bout it. Even the thriller isn't that appealing. However, something kept repeating in my mind since I start to see those six words, the title. Another movie kept replaying in my own world. I was distracted throughout the movie. 30 minutes after the movie started, I stopped it and decided to write this. 

Living in my own world.

Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. Some may think that this is just another movie... But ever thought of what this meant to me? No, not to you. But to me... This movie, I won 4 movie tickets by Fly.fm. I've planned to go out with the girls to Sunway Pyramid for ice skating and later on to Mid Valley with another two for the movie. Well, there goes the saying, "We can only plan but God decides everything." Mum passed away that morning, that very day I was getting ready to go out with friends (Mira, Asreen, Yazmin, Zawa, Aliah and a few other girlfriends, I guess...) and will go and watch the movie at 9pm later that night with Mira, FiZi and Pyan.

The thought of this lead to an incident I saw yesterday.

Irritated

I was sitting alone at Macquarie Shopping Centre, waiting for Iwa to come. A girl and her mum walked right in front of me and the mum, showing signs of fatigue, asked her daughter...

Mum: Can we sit over there for a moment? (Pointing to the bench next to me)

Daughter: (Gave a cold stare at her mother, looked annoyed and said) No. Come on...! (And just walked off...)

That made me recall memories I had with mum. I remembered when I used to follow what I wanted and not what mum told me in those days. Hm... If only mum's still here... I won't, in a million years, do that to her. I miss u...

Mummy, mummy, mummy... I miss you... Al-fatihah...

Tapi, tu lah... Orang kata, bila si dia dah tiada, barulah nak menyesal gila babs sangat-sangat... Kan? :~/

This is unbelievable!

PLEASE DON'T TELL ME that this is the most viewed video on YouTube of all time. Come onnn~!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kffacxfA7G4

NOOO~! Don't click it! Please don't add the number of viewers they have... It's not worth your click, nor your time. 

Lemme just tell u what it is. It's Justin Bieber's song, Baby. I've to admit, that song is still listenable, but to have the highest viewers...?! Anyone, please tell me any video that has more viewers than this. Please tell me one!

Facebook status updates...

Lately, I've been posting lotsa status when I'm depressed, stressed, tensed, angry or in sad mood. Since I sometimes get fed up with these kinda so called emo statuses constantly posted by some people, I think that it's better for me to update my status here. The main reason I felt pressured and stressed was because I had an assignment to submit. I hate the thought of it which caused me to distance myself from some things and yeah, am sorry peeps if I were angry towards any of u. Hm, kalau nak baca, baca. Takmo, takpe :~) At least, saya tak sakitkan mata awak, awak dan awak untuk tengok banyak-banyak News Feed saya kat homepage awak kan... These were what I wanted  to write on my status..:

"Kau cakap macam tu, tapi kau buat macam nie. Kau cakap macam nie, tapi kau buat macam tu. Lepas nieh, aku nak post status-status Facebook yang menembak kaulah. Kau tasuka kan? Tapi kau buat. So, aku ikutlah prinsip kau. Mungkin kau lagi suka macam nie kan... Orang lain jangan terasa ye. It's only for dia dan dia dan dia. Kalau terasa, lemme know terus okayh. Tamo salah faham :~)"

"Just submitted it to turnitin... Damn... 2% hasil ciplak and funny thing is, from another person, nothing from websites or books. Siapalahhh insan yang mempunyai pemikiran yang sama denganku nieh... Just for the record, it's for Question 5."

"Perasaan aku, perasaan aku lah. Perasaan kau, perasaan kaulah. Yang kau nak decide untuk aku tu apa pasal? Yang kau KONON nak menjaga hati aku tu, apa pasal? Taboley ke kau tanya perasaan aku? At least boley la jugak aku pikir apa perasaan aku dan bukannya kau yang tolong decide. Apa? Kau ingat, perasaan nie macam ambil stethoscope, dengar je, terus tahu. Macam tu ke? Bodo."

"FiZi: Saya mungkin seperti takesahkan awak but I do. I really do... :~)"

"Saya selalu buat orang terasa dengan saya tanpa saya sedari. Saya sedih... Kalau saya buat awak terasa, bagitau saya ye... Tapi, bagitau dalam phone je tau. Message ke, call ke... :~) Jangan jumpa depan-depan. Nanti saya segan dengan awak sebab rasa diri ini teruk."

"Bukan niat aku untuk pulaukan kau. Tapi, kau yang inginkan benda macam tu. Your wish has come true. And now u just realized u won't be happy if things are kept this way?"

"FiZi: Jangan jumpa orang DiGi tu lambat sangat... Nanti awak kena bayar lebih... Saya tasuka DiGi. Tasuka. Tasuka. Tasuka! (Tapi, balik Malaysia, tetap nak guna DiGi... Heh)"

"Penatlah gaduh. Sini gaduh. Sana gaduh. Tumpah darah. Gila kuasa. Tuduh ini. Tuduh itu. Apalahhh nak jadi dengan dunia sekarang?"

"Benci! Bangun-bangun, jumpa Raphael. Jumpa Raphael, kena sound. Bukan salah aku pun. Haihs. Geram. Geram. Spoilkan moodku!"

"Hati, sabar. Hati, sabar. Jangan marah, tenang. Jangan sedih, senyum. Jangan benci, ketawa."

Aiyooo~! Tengok-tengok balik, (cz I wrote this for the past one week), I was totally being unreasonable, all because an assignment yang sangatlah simple. Okay... Mood sedih sedih sudah hilang. Yay! :~) Alhamdulillah. Hati kini makin tenang... Orang-orang utama dalam senyuman ini adalah Danial Hazwan, Nurfarah Nadiah and Ahmed Faris. Thanx korang! (Though Faris, u may not know what I wrote. Haha) And friends, if any of u terasa with even a statement I wrote up here, just lemme know, and I'll explain okayh. I don't wanna cause any misunderstandings... 

.:JANGAN ASSUME:.

.:JANGAN JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS:.

.:kalau tak, aku mengamuk:.

...macam ini...

(Okay, ini gambar sangatlah buruk macam beruk! kurang comel. Setuju? Tidak? Hoho. Terima kasih kerana tidak bersetuju. Mesti nak kata sangat TIDAK comel kan. Bukan setakat kurang. Eheh. But if u Google Image for "Ilyana Zafirah", this is among the first to come up. Thanx to Mr. I-Hate-U-Chris. And because of thatlah saya letak je gambar nie. Saya takesah. Ini rupa saya bila saya marah. Jadi, jangan buat saya marah ye... Heee ;~))

or, this look...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8Kyi0WNg40

Assignment

I haven't started my assignment but will be doing so in bout uh... 10 minutes. It's a comparison between the curriculum in Australia and Malaysia. Have to submit it in less than 5 hours. Will I be able to make it? God knows... My last assignment was delayed 2 days due to my laziness  (and the assignment needed to be submitted on Raya Eve). Any cure for that (laziness)? :~( I hate procrastinating but I can't stop myself from doing so. Wuuu~! As a result, I've a potential of losing a grade (like in my previous semester. Maybe from High Distinction to Distinction. From Distinction to Credit. From Credit to Pass. And from getting a passing mark to a failure. Haihz... Was supposed to get a Distinction and 2 Credits and a Pass for my subjects my received all of 'em a grade lower (except the pass, it stayed there) because I sent in the assignments late. Damn! Lecturer dengki ngan saya! Haihs. (Lecturers, maaf zahir n batin...)

1st time working! Uh, no. Not yet.

25 August 2010

Woohoo! I went for a job interview. Was SUPER anxious coz I've never worked before and just the thought of being in an interview room was enough to make me have butterflies in my stomach.

Kinda looking good ey?

(Was in the lift, on the way up to the office. That explains the shakiness)

In the interview room: He just asked bout my working experience and barely looked me in the eyes when I was answering and... he was constantly biting his nails and looking at them over and over again as if he missed some dirt in between em. Urgh! If only I had the right to tell him, "Get outta this office!"

So, that's my 1st day going to the office and guess what... I was accepted. Maybe coz I was suggested by Nisya 

26 August 2010

I went for the job training. Myra, Farhad and I were supposed to be there at 9.30am but we were late 2 minutes. We're panicking at what reasons excuse to give to the manager. As we stepped inside the building, there were two other people waiting for the training to start. Sighs of relief were heaved when we realized we're not that late.

10.10am... FINALLY... The training started after the manager decided to wait for another person to come. We were like, 'What the hell...' Just because of a person, we wasted forty five minutes and that extra time could actually be used to spend more on my morning sleep! Darn u.

Before the manager started the training session, he reminded us to switch our phones to silent mode and guess what... Throughout the training, a total of nearly an hour was wasted on him constantly went in and outta the room, receiving calls, going for breaks... That really gets on my nerve. I started showing him signs of sleepiness and he often told me to wake up and I just replied with more nods and yawns. He wanted us to respect him but he didn't do the same. Wanting to be respected, you've to earn it, man! He even let the guy that came late, went outta the room several times to answer calls when he initially told us to switch our phones to silent mode or better, just switch it off.

The meeting was supposed to start at 9.30 and end at 2pm with a break of 45 minutes in between. I suggested to the manager to just finish off everything and only then we'll have our lunch (which we actually didn't have coz we're fasting) but the manager agreed and what do u think happened? It started 45 minutes late and ended an hour... (As u expected...) late! (EXCLUDING THE LUNCH BREAK he initially intended to place in between the lecture). Thank God the mosque's just nearby and we had to rush there fearing it was nearing Asar.

(And for the work itself...? I went for work a week later... Which will be continued in my next post.)

zZz

Rajin

I went to my first EDUC 267 lecture and I'm proud of it. For all three subjects, I've went to one lecture each. Super cool! I hope I won't miss any lectures after this. I guess, I've missed a total of 23 lecture hours since August 2nd (This is just rough math). Since today is Malaysia's 53rd Independence Day... I've come up with this thing called "No more skipping lectures" thing. Let's see how long will I last. Yippee~!!

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA!

Proud to be me.

It's a pleasant feeling you get when you see yourself featured on other people's blog. Let them be just the name, promoting your blog or even just photos. I feel a great sense of happiness whenever I know I've made someone smile. And greater feelings is achieved when people tell me I'm an inspiration or similar sorta things :~) Here are some blogs that has me in them. Thank you people! (Owh, there are a few that I can't mention here. Sorry.)

I miss you:

jiha

You'll always be my friend:

iwa

There's an indescribable feeling I experienced when I read hers:

kim

A lovely memory:

kayzack

The 1st one is one of my fav pic:

halis1 and halis2

Haha. This one's only because I tagged him in a post, that creates the title:

reenkyra

And a senior paying condolence:
akutasia

And TONS OF TIMES in his blog, most of them made me ROFL and some are efifing annoying:

CM


Thank you, friends :~)

Monday to Tuesday to Friday...

Monday

Just watch THIS CLIP and THIS ONE and enjoy the movie ;~)

(If u found me dead on my bed tomorrow night, you'll know who killed me... RUN!!!)

Tuesday

Click HERE for what I did on Tuesday with Hilmi and Chris :~)

Well, Chris didn't really focus on what we did though. So, to summarize it up, we went to the Sydney Aquarium, Sydney Tower and went for Pancakes on The Rocks. Hee. Can't wait for Jiha to be here. Wait, Jiha, before you get all excited bout this, I didn't mention bout going with you though. Cz I know, if we go out together, we'll only end up fighting and hurt each other. T_T

Enough of that.

Friday

Made friends with a nice Singaporean girl named Shameen. She's still new here, about a week maybe. Was in the shuttle when I said hi to her. The conversation ended up by me asking her out to Westfield since she mentioned that she loves Nandos a lot. She was friggin' excited bout there's a halal Nandos outlet and what's better is that it's only a few minutes away from UWS Village Parramatta. Here's a picture I took of her :)

Oh! Earlier today, I did something Ilyana Zafirah don't usually do. It's something outta the ordinary for me. Totally EXTRAORDINARY! I bought BOOKS! I mean, real books! How's that?! :D Heee. Proud of myself to even think of buying one. Wait, not one. Not two. But SEVEN! Clap clap! =D =D =D Need to call home tonight to tell dad this good news. He'll be crying his head off. Haha. Here are the books I bought :)

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Hoho. Click on the images for better view :) Owh, these books were on sale and I just grab some and the last one, it has recipes in it, though I don't know if I've time to make any. And it's not a diet book as in to look slim or anything but the food looks nice and healthy. So, I think it means a diet for a healthy life in this case. 

Till then, see ya!