THIS WAS POSTED A FEW WEEKS AGO. I DON'T KNOW HOW ON EARTH IT STATES IT'S PUBLISHED 31ST MAY 2011.
Kagum tak dengan headline nie? Kagum tak? Kagum tak?!
WOAH! EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED!!! I just managed to cook rice!!! Woahhhh~!!! Before this, I did this in Malaysia je but since February 2010, I've never bought any rice to cook sebab tak makan nasi sangat here. Kalau beli pun, instant je. Heee. So, I never had the chance to cook the rice on my own. But just now, I just felt the urge to do it and I did it! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
You don't have to feel like I'm mocking your sadness.
Borrowed Farah's Bowie
When I'm sad...
I'll try my best to hide it with a long-lasting smile...
A fake smile made after 4 nights in a row of crying,
approaching Mother's Day. I miss her.
(Thank you Ain Julia for the picture.)
You don't have to bring yourself down just to say... "I feel you."
I'll get a lot more irritated.
Your feelings is yours and my feelings is mine.
(Selalu teringat ayat Mr. Teoh, my grammar lecturer during my foundation years. He said "feelings" cannot be plural although there's an S there although I still feel like I should be using "are" instead of "is". Hurmmm)
Quick update:
- Assignment.
- I just figured out I'll fail this semester. Boo me.
"I'm not asking you to change. I just want you to do what a lover should have done."
-IlyanaFauzy, 2011-
♥
A post made after having a small discussion with a dear girlfriend. A message to all lovers out there. Men and women.
A reminder to myself.
Self-update:
- Assignment.
- And thank you FiZi for being a wonderful lover. Sorry if I'm not being the good girl I'm supposed to be but I do know that I love you. Please remind me whenever you think I'm getting off the track. :~)
Struggling... Struggling... Struggling. And YAY! A video is made within 5 hours. And before that, I was planning on what to do for my Microteaching Presentation. After getting the suggestion from FiZi, to make a feart-shaped origami, I was thinking of ways how to make it more creative and engaging for the learners. And I came up with this video. Well, it's not much since I only took a few hours to do it but this is what happens when you take your work to the eleventh hour.
Normally, my classmates created power point presentations but I decided to make this video since PP usually takes a lot more of my time and also, since my presentation is the last for this semester, I wanted to do something different.
Butttt. During the presentation, I did not know what went wrong with the sound system and yes, the whole class watched without any sound. I was totally frustrated throughout the presentation but I don't know who's at fault. Not that I was trying to blame anyone but I just couldn't see what went wrong back then!
My frustration turned into anger and disappointment and sadness and I don't know what else to describe it when.... The moment I sat at my seat, I saw my volume is muted. MUTED. YES. MUTED. Oh My God...
Balik tu menangis. Entah apa-apa lah kan... Why am I so clumsy?
CONGRATULATIONS BARCA ON YOUR WINNING! :~)))
Worth watching and lupakan assignment sebentar. Heee.
Self-update:
- Submissions for next week:
A 3000-word essay. (Monday)
A 1500-word essay. (Thursday)
A 1000-word reflection. (Wednesday)
A poster.
-Can I make it on time? InsyaAllah... Positif sudaaa.
After not calling home for more than 2 weeks, (excluding Skype calls)... I received 4 wonderful news from abah.
1. Elli just placed herself in Institut Perguruan Bahasa Antarabangsa (IPBA) for her TESL course (macam saya!) Thank you everyone for making this possible. Elli, I love you :~))) (If you read this, takyah nak perasan sangat okayh!)
2. Ilya is at home in Shah Alam! Weee. Orang Ireland balik tanah air!
3. Abah's CML contract with someone is at the final stage of being approved.
4. Zuhairy has owned a car.
Bb and Zayyani...? Well, am sure they're up to something. However...
...abah said that he's sleepy and want to get some sleep. So, tak mau lah tanya lebih-lebih. He needs to get some rest. Oops! Sorry abah for disturbing your sleeping process. Heee. And Ilya is downstairs washing the dishes. Oh! Having Ilya at home means having someone to regularly cook the meals for the family. Unlike when I'm back home dulu. Haha. Sorry dear family.
Dari semakin hilang semangat menuntut ilmu di negara orang...
...terus menjadi gigih belajar pabila mendengar berita gembira!
Alhamdulillah.
Owh yess. And thanx FiZi for the suggestions on what I should do for my microteaching. Although you didn't really know the context and have no idea of what this is... You came up with some brilliant ideas. Thank you.
Do you have any particular nasyid that you love hearing to, no matter what time of the day it is...?
Maher Zain's and Raihan's songs would probably trigger in your mind. But nope, not me. (No offence.)
Here's mine. Enjoy yourself :~)
I'm taking the video with the lyrics so that this song is a lot more understandable to most and perhaps, it would give a bigger impact to your heart. Who knows? InsyaAllah.
:~)
Self-update:
- Have to wake up early tomorrow since there'll be a house inspection early in the morning.
- Will be going to the gym at 11am.
- Sisters, let's go to the surau at 2pm tomorrow for a halaqah session. The topic is "Death".
Today, I'm gonna teach you how to make Oreo Cheesecake! Fuiyooooo! Hebat kannn. Please don't kill me by the end of the lesson. Heeeeeeee. Peace yawww! v(^_^)v
Firstly, prepare the needed ingredients.
Secondly, (after asking for a person to mix the ingredients and do whatever necessary),
you go and jilat jilat the leftovers.
Then, stare ate the cake till it freaks out and bake itself.
Finally, enjoy the cake. Phewww!
There you go. A yummy Oreo Cheesecake made by Mira! (and I). Heee.
Yes, yes. I've promised not to blog till I've finished my assignment. Guess what? They're not finished. Yeah. You scored that one.
I've been kinda depressed and sad for the past few days. And it's mainly because everyone's celebrating Mother's Day. Yea yea... I was full of envy. I'm sorry dear readers who celebrated Mother's Day. Anyway, while I was in my gloomy mode, I had a fight with FiZi. Biasalah tu... Adat bercinta kata orang. But that didn't affect my feelings sangat but the thought of everywhere people are celebrating their mums, that made feel indifferent. Hmmm. Enough about that. Mother's Day is over anyway. Oh, btw, I bought a mug that has this writing on it. Heee. InsyaAllah kalau ingat, I'll post the picture nanti.
Minus the ".:ilyanafauzy:. "of course. Heee
Let's move on to another story. Because I've been crying hard for the past three nights thinking about mummy. (That explains the question people kept asking me, why do my eyes look different/sembab/bengkak/swollen semenjak dua menjak nie.) Sorry mummy. I've been praying for you a lot too despite the tears. Trust me. I do. Hmmm.
BUT REALLY, IF YOU WANNA BLOG ABOUT MOTHER'S DAY, CHANGE YOUR PROFILE PICTURES TO A PICTURE OF YOUR MOTHER, DO TWEETS ON YOUR MOTHER, PUT FACEBOOK STATUSES ABOUT YOUR MOTHER AND SO ON... I really don't mind. It's just that these feelings saja nak carik gaduh dalam diri. Heeee. It's an inner thing. Nothing to do with any of you. I'm happy to see you guys happy ngan mama korang. Seriously.
Okay, the next story is what I just learned in a relationship. We feel that we love someone. Our spouse, our partner, our friends, our sisters, brothers. And that's okay. That's normal. But try to rethink and reflect, was it too much? Probably a little too much (I know I did) and we don't get to realize it before it's too late (Sometimes, we might think it's too late but better keep trying than just giving up, surrendering). We're blinded by this thing we call love when our partner sees it as invading their privacy. It only dawns upon us when that someone tells us that he/she needs some space to be on their own. It's not our fault though, we're blinded, remember? It's just that, if we truly love someone, we should be able to understand their needs. The need to have their own time with friends and family and to be on their own. A time when you're not in the frame. And that doesn't mean they don't love you, they don't miss you, or they don't think of you. Well, they do. You just have to take a step back and let him/her breath. And that's when we think that truth hurts when it's actually we ourselves didn't see the signs before, we didn't see their needs, we didn't fulfill theirs when they have actually fulfilled ours, which is to be by our side all the time or whatever you have in mind. So, I just would like you guys and girls out there to hear this song, to really hear it, and to try your best to read in between the lines. If you ever had any fights with your loved ones, think of the wonderful things they've done for you. It sure helps. A lot. But when the love is no longer there, maybe you have to wake up and face the truth; there is no love after all.
Thanks for making me see love from a broader perspective.
InsyaAllah I'll be a better person in the future. InsyaAllah.
Here's the lyrics. You can download the song at Mediafire.
Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman
by Bryan Adams
To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - if she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman then tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman then tell her that she's the one
'cause she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
till you know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Till you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman
then tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman then tell her that she's the one
'cause she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?
You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - you gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman? You got to tell me
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?
Source: www.sing365.com
(~: Finally, a shoutout to all great mothers out there,
Happy Mother's Day.
And to all sons and daughters of these beautiful mothers and wonderful fathers, shower you parents with love and affection, just the way they showered you with theirs while growing you up. :~)
If I could turn back time, I would love to be given another chance to treat my mum right. The way a mother is supposed to be treated. The ONLY way she deserves to be treated. I would cherish every year, every month, every week, everyday, every minute, every second.
But that's all in the past and that's what I have to live with.
Now now people... Let's take an eyesight test, shall we?
Please don't scroll down first.
No cheating, peeps!
See anything?
No?
Hm...
Still nothing? Uh.. A little closeup perhaps?
Yeah... By now, most probably you've spotted it.
Wait, what?? Still in the dark?
Okay okay. Add the size and light it up. Voila!
There you go...
A FROGGY!
Hahaha. Okay. Okay. Come on, another chance. This time, it might be a little easier for you to spot it since now you know what you've to search for. So, to make it kinda harder, I'll just shrink the picture a lil bit. Heee. Let the spotting begin!
Found it? Heee
What about now? Clearer?
Another chance! Am sure you've spotted it!
There it is... Sitting right at the top of the door!
Alolooo. Adorable!
Euw. Macam geli sikit.
Oyesss..! A teeny weeny froggy! It's the size of my teeny weeny finger (Bajet jari kecik)! And no, not the whole finger but just the small little section at the tip of my baby finger. I was very very very afraid to place my hand near the frog. However, for the sake of the readers, to show the comparison, I did it anyway. (Woah! Terharu tak??!) Hahaha.
Had no intention of promoting the BB whatsoever =_="
Held the phone tightly because of nervousness.
I just found out that it's not poisonous at all. It's A green tree frog which really look like a bright super poisonous one which makes me feel like a fool because cuak sangat dan bersangka buruk terhadap katak itu. Maafkan saya wahai katak. Maybe I should have kissed the frog!
Tinggi imaginasi gitewww~!
(Source: Ideas4save.com)
Rupa dah sama dah. Haha
(Source: S-fun.com)
Update tentang diri:
- Haven't finished my assignment. 1781 words to go. Wish me luck?
- Super happy the Blackberry has reached the owner. (Thanx to K. Nina's family)
