Chubby, chubbier, chubbiest...

Woohoo~!! I've gained 11kg since I come to Australia! :~D Heee. Maybe 8. Maybe 5. Some say 2kg only. I also dunno which to trust. Those weighing scales sure know how to lie. What? You think weighing scales are like people ka? Different scale, different reading. Aiyooo.

The eternal debate among the weighing scales.

However... That's not my main concern. I don't care much if I gain weight or lost any. Uh, well, I do care. But not much.

4 days ago, I decided to go for a Free Lunch Buffet for two at The Grace Hotel (Will post bout this later if I've  time). Of course, the previous day I was pening-pening thinking what to wear to the hotel. Casual? Formal? Elegant? Finally, I chose this scarf and this blouse and this pants. I ironed them the night before so that I won't rush the next morning. As usual, when I woke up, I played Mafia Wars on Facebook first and went for a shower 30 minutes before going. 

20 minutes later, I was outta shower and started wearing my blouse... And the scarf. Was still bare underneath. (STOP IMAGINING THINGS!) Then, I took the pants and fitted myself in. Halfway through, it got stuck and I can't pull it any further. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!! I can't fit into the pants I brought from Malaysia and it used to not even be sticking itself at all on me!

The struggle.

At that point, I realized something, I don't mind if I stay like this... But if I continue doing so, I may have to spend LOADS OF MONEY to buy new clothes. And in that case, I DO mind! I fear that i won't have enough money till the next allowance.

So, what should I do now?? I WON'T go on diet coz I love food A LOT! And to have plenty of food here, it's a waste not eat. Others in different parts of the world are starving for food and suffer painful deaths cz of not having food... Why should I resist the temptation of eating good food kan? Orang kata, rezeki jangan ditolak, musuh jangan dicari. heee. Any other way? Haihhh~

Aha, maybe I should consider fasting. Dapat pahala, dapat jimat duit, dapat ganti puasa, dapat jaga kesihatan, dapat belajar mengawal nafsu, no need to kalut-kalut ganti puasa last minute and lotsa other benefits gained. Weee~! :~)

Huh! Tak supportive langsung!

Situation: We just received our EDUC 265 paper. I stood there, buat muka pelik, looking at my score: Pass. I silently thanked God for not failing me but this was what I said to those sitting beside me...

Me: Haih. I pelik la. Apsal tak dapat High Distinction eh?

Farah and Azizul laughed instantly. Cis!

Me: Tak supportive langsung lah korang nie! (Majok play-play only)

(Hehe. Nak dapat Credit pun tak tercapai, nie kan pulak HD. Cita-cita nak tinggi. Tapi tamau berusaha. Padan muka. Btw, thanx to Ulwi for the great help in completing the assignment. Or else, I would have failed the paper. Alhamdulillah~)

By the way, I wish everyone

 the good best of luck

in the upcoming exam...

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan di dunia dan di akhirat. Amin~ :~)

Like Unlike Like Unlike...

There are sooo many groups that we can like on Facebook. I've liked way lot more than at the moment, have just deleted more than 3/4 of the pages and I'm now left with 163 likes. Here are among my favourites :~) Some are funny, some are meaningful :~)

1. Somehow I feel happy when the person I like, wrote something on my wall.

2. Treat your girl right, or another guy will...

3. There is only one me on the Earth. I am an endangered species :)

4. "OMG I want that shirt!" You look at the price tag. "Nevermind.."

5. the best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone... 

6. Saving a file as "dyjjyggffj'', because I'm too lazy to write a proper name 

7. I Miss OLD Friends !! 

8. "You Sure You Got Everything?" "Yep." *Leaves* "Dang I Forgot Something." 

9. My bed is so possessive. Every morning it does not want me to leave... 

10. "hey!". "dont talk to me". "why". "you know why!". 

11. Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart <3

12. I Can Do It Perfectly, Until, I Try Showing Someone. Then I Can't Do It. 

And of course the pages of those public figures and tv shows :~)

(Kering idea nak tulis apa sebenarnya...)

Dear Chris... We are Malaysians!

Me inviting Chris to follow us to the Indian grocery store:

"Cina, nak ikut Melayu tak pergi kedai India?"

(~: Comel kan ayat nie... :~)

1Malaysia!

The blooming love in spring...

Springlove | Syafiq & Syazwani

23.10.2010

K. Wani and A. Syafiq's wedding reception here in Sydney. Married in September, they made the effort to held a little Springlove reception here for friends. This most probably will be the only Malay wedding reception I'll experience in Sydney :~) Here are several pictures for you guys. (Sorry for the limited number of pictures. Something went wrong with my camera halfway through.) Didn't even manage to capture a full picture of me, first time wearing a maxi dress too. :~P

The wedding dais: Simple yet lovely.
(Giving me a rough idea of my engagement day nanti ;~))

With the bride and groom :~)
Photo by Imran

With the bride: K. Wani :~)
K. Wani cantik tapi mukaku penyek. Heee...

Cake made by K. Niza. Yummy~

Venuses present :~)

 <3 The lovebirds <3
Photo by Imran

:~) Likeyyy~
Photo by Nana

It's an honour to be invited to the event. Thank you.

May God bless this newlyweds dan mengukuhkan ikatan ini ke akhir hayat. Amin~

~CONGRATULATIONS~

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Cerita di suatu petang...

I was busy searching through my files and folders when I suddenly terjerit sorang sorang dalam bilik sebab ternampak gambar nieh. OPTUS! (Mind you, this is my new way of swearing ;~))

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(After 88 dots...)

Ngan gambar sendiri pun cuak padahal tademende pun. Hadoyaiii...

Click click...

I was thinking of what to do tonight. My friends left for Shang Ri La to attend a dinner with Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin. And me? I sent in my RSVP late and that's why I'm left alone with nothing to do. Padan muka. Lambat sangat respond.

Anyway, I ran through my files and folders to search for any interesting movies to watch. My eyes stopped as they met a familiar title. An emotion stirred within me and my thoughts started to think hard but at the same time, I was trying to brush the memories away. I found my finger double clicked it and there goes my movie...

My cute glow in the dark mouse.

30 minutes later...

My eyes were staring into my laptop, not really watching it. My thoughts were kept busy. This movie... It's nothing interesting bout it. Even the thriller isn't that appealing. However, something kept repeating in my mind since I start to see those six words, the title. Another movie kept replaying in my own world. I was distracted throughout the movie. 30 minutes after the movie started, I stopped it and decided to write this. 

Living in my own world.

Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. Some may think that this is just another movie... But ever thought of what this meant to me? No, not to you. But to me... This movie, I won 4 movie tickets by Fly.fm. I've planned to go out with the girls to Sunway Pyramid for ice skating and later on to Mid Valley with another two for the movie. Well, there goes the saying, "We can only plan but God decides everything." Mum passed away that morning, that very day I was getting ready to go out with friends (Mira, Asreen, Yazmin, Zawa, Aliah and a few other girlfriends, I guess...) and will go and watch the movie at 9pm later that night with Mira, FiZi and Pyan.

The thought of this lead to an incident I saw yesterday.

Irritated

I was sitting alone at Macquarie Shopping Centre, waiting for Iwa to come. A girl and her mum walked right in front of me and the mum, showing signs of fatigue, asked her daughter...

Mum: Can we sit over there for a moment? (Pointing to the bench next to me)

Daughter: (Gave a cold stare at her mother, looked annoyed and said) No. Come on...! (And just walked off...)

That made me recall memories I had with mum. I remembered when I used to follow what I wanted and not what mum told me in those days. Hm... If only mum's still here... I won't, in a million years, do that to her. I miss u...

Mummy, mummy, mummy... I miss you... Al-fatihah...

Tapi, tu lah... Orang kata, bila si dia dah tiada, barulah nak menyesal gila babs sangat-sangat... Kan? :~/

This is unbelievable!

PLEASE DON'T TELL ME that this is the most viewed video on YouTube of all time. Come onnn~!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kffacxfA7G4

NOOO~! Don't click it! Please don't add the number of viewers they have... It's not worth your click, nor your time. 

Lemme just tell u what it is. It's Justin Bieber's song, Baby. I've to admit, that song is still listenable, but to have the highest viewers...?! Anyone, please tell me any video that has more viewers than this. Please tell me one!

Facebook status updates...

Lately, I've been posting lotsa status when I'm depressed, stressed, tensed, angry or in sad mood. Since I sometimes get fed up with these kinda so called emo statuses constantly posted by some people, I think that it's better for me to update my status here. The main reason I felt pressured and stressed was because I had an assignment to submit. I hate the thought of it which caused me to distance myself from some things and yeah, am sorry peeps if I were angry towards any of u. Hm, kalau nak baca, baca. Takmo, takpe :~) At least, saya tak sakitkan mata awak, awak dan awak untuk tengok banyak-banyak News Feed saya kat homepage awak kan... These were what I wanted  to write on my status..:

"Kau cakap macam tu, tapi kau buat macam nie. Kau cakap macam nie, tapi kau buat macam tu. Lepas nieh, aku nak post status-status Facebook yang menembak kaulah. Kau tasuka kan? Tapi kau buat. So, aku ikutlah prinsip kau. Mungkin kau lagi suka macam nie kan... Orang lain jangan terasa ye. It's only for dia dan dia dan dia. Kalau terasa, lemme know terus okayh. Tamo salah faham :~)"

"Just submitted it to turnitin... Damn... 2% hasil ciplak and funny thing is, from another person, nothing from websites or books. Siapalahhh insan yang mempunyai pemikiran yang sama denganku nieh... Just for the record, it's for Question 5."

"Perasaan aku, perasaan aku lah. Perasaan kau, perasaan kaulah. Yang kau nak decide untuk aku tu apa pasal? Yang kau KONON nak menjaga hati aku tu, apa pasal? Taboley ke kau tanya perasaan aku? At least boley la jugak aku pikir apa perasaan aku dan bukannya kau yang tolong decide. Apa? Kau ingat, perasaan nie macam ambil stethoscope, dengar je, terus tahu. Macam tu ke? Bodo."

"FiZi: Saya mungkin seperti takesahkan awak but I do. I really do... :~)"

"Saya selalu buat orang terasa dengan saya tanpa saya sedari. Saya sedih... Kalau saya buat awak terasa, bagitau saya ye... Tapi, bagitau dalam phone je tau. Message ke, call ke... :~) Jangan jumpa depan-depan. Nanti saya segan dengan awak sebab rasa diri ini teruk."

"Bukan niat aku untuk pulaukan kau. Tapi, kau yang inginkan benda macam tu. Your wish has come true. And now u just realized u won't be happy if things are kept this way?"

"FiZi: Jangan jumpa orang DiGi tu lambat sangat... Nanti awak kena bayar lebih... Saya tasuka DiGi. Tasuka. Tasuka. Tasuka! (Tapi, balik Malaysia, tetap nak guna DiGi... Heh)"

"Penatlah gaduh. Sini gaduh. Sana gaduh. Tumpah darah. Gila kuasa. Tuduh ini. Tuduh itu. Apalahhh nak jadi dengan dunia sekarang?"

"Benci! Bangun-bangun, jumpa Raphael. Jumpa Raphael, kena sound. Bukan salah aku pun. Haihs. Geram. Geram. Spoilkan moodku!"

"Hati, sabar. Hati, sabar. Jangan marah, tenang. Jangan sedih, senyum. Jangan benci, ketawa."

Aiyooo~! Tengok-tengok balik, (cz I wrote this for the past one week), I was totally being unreasonable, all because an assignment yang sangatlah simple. Okay... Mood sedih sedih sudah hilang. Yay! :~) Alhamdulillah. Hati kini makin tenang... Orang-orang utama dalam senyuman ini adalah Danial Hazwan, Nurfarah Nadiah and Ahmed Faris. Thanx korang! (Though Faris, u may not know what I wrote. Haha) And friends, if any of u terasa with even a statement I wrote up here, just lemme know, and I'll explain okayh. I don't wanna cause any misunderstandings... 

.:JANGAN ASSUME:.

.:JANGAN JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS:.

.:kalau tak, aku mengamuk:.

...macam ini...

(Okay, ini gambar sangatlah buruk macam beruk! kurang comel. Setuju? Tidak? Hoho. Terima kasih kerana tidak bersetuju. Mesti nak kata sangat TIDAK comel kan. Bukan setakat kurang. Eheh. But if u Google Image for "Ilyana Zafirah", this is among the first to come up. Thanx to Mr. I-Hate-U-Chris. And because of thatlah saya letak je gambar nie. Saya takesah. Ini rupa saya bila saya marah. Jadi, jangan buat saya marah ye... Heee ;~))

or, this look...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8Kyi0WNg40