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Saturday, June 6, 2009

My most beloved ones...

We were having our supper, my dad, my mum, my younger brother and sister. As the clock struck 12 midnight, the family sang The Birthday Song to the youngest one among us, my little sister. A few minutes later, she went to my dad's office, next to the living room, where I was at that moment, with the intention of playing Pet Society on Facebook. A short while later, my mum entered that room, wanting to play some computer games and that was when she had to fight for her rights of playing the computer, with that sister of mine. Mum was hurt by what she said and went upstairs to cool herself, and I just watched her gone.

The next morning, I woke up at 12 noon and sure enough, dad was furious about us waking up late and everything that we did seemed to be wrong in his eyes. "Clean up the room, wash the dishes, do the laundry," he said. I was with my sister, the birthday girl, when my dad called her down to have her breakfast. He passed her the kuih2 he bought and my sister grabbed it and put it on the dining table and straight away came back to the living room, where I was. My dad got angry as she just laid the food there, like she's trying to be generous to the flies, instead of putting it under the covers. Then, she yelled back at him and the fight begun. They argued over that and sad enough, I was there and could do nothing about it. He later then left feeling at his worst. I pictured myself to be in my sister's shoes and because I've had arguments like this before with my dad, my tears ran down, regretting those moments.

When I recall those moments, I've tons of times have these kinda thoughts:
  • It's better to live in hell than a home like this.
  • Shut up, will u?!
  • U go die la~
  • I hate u so much that I feel like killing u.
Then, the next day, I'll regret it very much and didn't know how to say sorry because I was too embarassed to even look into their eyes. *Sigh~ I know that I can't live my life till this day if it's not because of them.

Thinking back on times like that, I feel so bad and ashamed with myself. Even as I'm typing everything here, I think, I'm having glassy eyes now. All I can say is that, I love my parents, very VERY very much.

20 comments:

chris@dotagaki said...

awww..... chak!

The Exquisite Instigator said...

hello Chris :) Heh.

justice said...

nobody's perfect
we can just hope to learn from our past experiences

athirah mohamed~ said...

i love your parents also =D

The Exquisite Instigator said...

Yeah. Learn from the past... :)

Love my parents too? Sy suke itu :)

pencari sejati said...

bley x join skali kate..
i luv ur parent too?
(nk menyebok cm tretchan gk)
hehe

juz kidding

The Exquisite Instigator said...

haha. if u mean it, ley je ;)

kacipcrew said...

*sob3*

The Exquisite Instigator said...

:)

siCipot said...

sdhnye post neh aza...

The Exquisite Instigator said...

Huu. saat mnulis nie pn terase kesedihan itu....

neohalis said...

erm....luangkan 5 minit skjap, pkrkn waktu mereka susah tuk kita. Sayangi ler ibubapa kita

The Exquisite Instigator said...

Yeah. Thanx for the advice :)

Si_KuduS™ said...

erk..... mmmm.... not bad... happy father's day...!!!

Mr_Paan said...

sedey~...
sebak~...
=( i love my parents n every parents in the world..lots of love!!

anak² dilahirkan sebagai penyeri kepada rumah tangga suami isteri(ibu bapa)...bukan mimpi ngeri kepada mereka...jd, pilihan di tangan anda..to be an angel or demon..

yup..renungkn kembali pengorbanan mereka..teguran mereka untuk kebaikan..n 1day kite pon akn jd parents to our children..like them..

The Exquisite Instigator said...

Fikri Hadi: :) Happy parents day :)

Paan: yeah, people normally choose to be angels to their parents but then, there's this thing here called devil that will owez try to make us go their ways... :(

sha89 said...

Hmm...aku pun same...menyesal ats ape yg aku TERcakap dgn parents aku masa tengah marah...

Ape yg penting?

Bukan kerjasama...tp sayang parents masing2!!

:)

The Exquisite Instigator said...

yeah,, mse mrh, pk x pjg kn... kite smue cm lbey krg je... :(

Anonymous said...

x3!!!
parents aku laen~~~
Parents aku laen,,,
parents aku baek kot,,,,
tp ada sis yg x reti hargai,,,
kjap2 complain x nnk basoh pinggan,,,,
wohooo!!!!

The Exquisite Instigator said...

apahal lu?! hahhahahah. baby nieh. ure my bro. anonymous konon.

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