Eat wind.

Heee. Eat wind refers to a Malay idiom = Makan angin.

This year's target...

Australia. New Zealand. Europe.

:~)

Well, the last one there... Most probably this year, or next year. Or the year after next... We'll see how laaa

Homesick much?

I guess I miss home more than I thought I do :"~( Nanges dah lebih dari the number of days spent in Aussie dah nieh. Aiyaaa. No no. Not a good sign. Not a good sign. Definitely not a good sign.

BB, Ilya, Happy Birthday dear siblings. I love the both of you. Wanted to post something on you two but I saved it in the draft first. Will post it later. Missing everyone at home.

Farah, Jiha, Iwa.... heee. Makin rindu rumah lah. How aaa...? Maybe it'll get better in time. Heee. Thanx cz ada ngan saya kat sini walaupun not all the time.

Hopefully this will be the last post berunsur homesick. Never been this way before. Usually I'll get over it within minutes or hours after not seeing them. Haha. Something triggered this feelings. O yes, something did...

Oh, btw friends, sorry if I'm not really being my usual self this week. Pardon me please. Thanx :~)

Ten minutes of fame on Astro Awani.

Click here --> VIDEO <--Click here

I've posted this video once on my Facebook and I find it kinda funny. The way I talked, my body posture while sitting, every single facial expression I made, everything. Phewww. Just now, I re-watched it and I smiled and again, I cried. Haha. Kelakar kan hidup nieh... One second, you're laughing your head off and the next thing happen, you have tissues in your hand, wiping those tears off. Haihh~

Some of you readers might not be aware that my mum has passed away 29 December 2009. (Al-fatihah). The video posted above was exactly a week after that tragic incident. 4th of January 2010. I appeared on the program after being requested by my father, the one sitting next to me in the video. His eyes were still red and he was still upset about the whole thing. He persuaded me constantly to be on the show since he didn't want the camera to focus much on him, letting the public seeing the despair in his eyes. :~( I refused to go on TV because I wasn't ready at all and despite the fact that I was the President of the Public Speaking Club in Form 5, I experience stage fright almost all the time. My voice will crack and fade. Aiyaaa. 5 minutes before the program started, I agreed hesitantly. (That explains why I didn't tell you guys, [my friends] about my appearance on Astro). It was short noticed.

They directed me into the make up room and applied some powder and light lipstick and blow my hair. That mad me look better, I guess. Haha.

Initially, my hands were trembling and I had to hide those fear... I was amazed at how I managed to look quite calm on TV. (Yeah right... :~P)  After the broadcasting was over, my brother and sister congratulated me for doing a good job. Oh yes, they were there too, accompanying dad, keeping him happy. But they too, refused to be on TV and since I was younger than they are, I was an easy target. Ha-ha. There were several relatives that called after the program, informing that they saw me live on TV. (Waaa. So proud mehh).

The best part of it is... Dad's CENTRE OF MODERN LANGUAGES (CML) (I've to warn you tho... Upon the opening of the site, a loud music will be heard) received a couple of calls that morning, saying that they're interested in joining the classes. Weeeeeeeeeeee~!! I'm glad everything goes well for you. I'm proud to be your daughter. I love you dad. Thanx for making me the person I am today. Thanks Mama. Thanks Abah!

And owh, if I'm not mistaken, I've posted something on CML previously. Lemme check.. Uh... Yup! It's  still there. (Yay! My memory's not that bad after all. Hee. Please click here --> CML (I've to warn you tho... Upon the opening of the site, a loud music will be heard)

P/S: I may take some time for a new post after this since I've to finish my assignments. Till then, take care! :~)

Kau ingat kau cantik?!

"Wah! Cantiknya aku!" Hatiku berbunga riang pabila memandang cermin pada pagi itu... Aku terfikir... Apsal kan, masa baru bangun tidur jugak laaa aku rasa aku cantik. Tapi bila orang puji aku cantik, aku rasa macam diorang menipu, perli aku... Langkahku pantas menuju ke bilik, hentakan kakiku bertambah kuat. Aku tidak suka akan diri aku. Mataku kutumpukan ke cermin besar di dalam bilik itu,  ibarat harimau merenung mangsanya dan aku separa menjerit terhadap refleksi aku bagaikan cermin itu mempunyai telinga untuk mendengar, memiliki hati dan perasaan seperti hidupan lain, aku seakan-akan berzikir, "Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau buruk. Kau bu..." Sehinggalah kaki aku kebas disebabkan terlalu lama berdiri mengadap manusia yang semakin sukar kufahami di dalam objek legap di hadapanku. Terduduk termenung aku di situ, lalu aku beristighfar dan nafas ditarik sedalam-dalamnya. Sambil nafasku masih ditahan, bibirku mengucapkan, "Ya Allah, ampunkan dosa aku mengutuk ciptaan Kau. Ampunkan dosa aku mengutuk makhluk Kau. Ampunkan dosa aku di atas segala-galanya. Ampunkan aku..." Dan aku kembali bersyukur di atas anugerahnya dan tubuh yang serba lengkap ini. Terima kasih di atas kesempurnaan ini. Alhamdulillah.

Ohhhh~! Now I know why I love taking pictures of myself so much...! Simply because...

I'm beautiful.

I'm beautiful.

I'm beautiful.

I'm beautiful.

I'm beautiful.

It's 9.26am and I haven't slept yet. What's written above is what I used to feel a long time ago. A LONG TIME AGO... And this is my first time writing something like this. Pardon the language. Perhaps with more practice, I can improve? Who knows? :~) Good night peeps.

counting the days...

Thanx for making this temporary stay in Malaysia a wonderful one. Thank you... Will be updating this blog ASAP... When I'm back in Australia... Gosh, I'll miss everyone...

I'm sorry dear readers for not updating it sooner. Been quite some time since my last post ey? Whatever it is, I'm gonna make full use of the next ten days I'm here... Yes, ONLY TEN days left :'~((( Flying to Aussie on the 24th... Haih. Hoping that this year will be a lot better than before....

With love, from the National Museum, Malaysia.

Oh oh! and... And I have a Twitter account oredy! Weee~! :~) Clap clap! Clap clap! (Jumping excitedly up and down, up and down like a retard.)

Ilyana Fauzy's Twitter
P/S: My twitter suddenly buat hal. Ada orang-orang yang saya pernah follow, tiba-tiba menghilang dari "Following" column tu. Maaf ye :~(


Btw, this blog is a mess at the moment. Will repair it within this month. (or next month). Sorry. Will be kinda busy since Macuqarie University reopens on the 20th.

.topless.bottomless.

Ahmad Azrain a.k.a Bob,

I didn't get the chance to snap any pictures of topless women here in Aussie though I've seen a lot. Untuk mata sendiri nikmati sudahlah kan... Heee (Jealous lah kamu sekarang!)... Therefore, I'm trying to make it up to you by giving you this picture. And it's an extra because she's not just a topless blonde, but bottomless too. Awww. I know... I know... I'm sweeeet..! Thanx ;~)

Ain't I sexaaayyy? *Wink*

Psstt~ I'd like to invite all my friends to come holiday here ramai-ramai at the end of next year (November 2011). Come la. Come la... If you guys buy the tickets early, it's super cheap okayh! Cuti-cuti Australia~

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Ikrar hati.

 

 Maka saya, berikrar, akan menumpukan, seluruh tenaga dan usaha, mengemaskan bilik, sejurus selepas, segalanya berakhir, berdasarkan atas, kondisi-kondisi berikut:

- Kepercayaan YANG MELAMPAU TINGGINYA terhadap diri

- Assignment semua selesai sudah

- Kepenatan dan kemengantukan tidak menguasai diri

- Tenaga kembali pada aras normal

-Bergantung kepada emosi  dan mood (atau berpandukan translate.google.com, suasana hati)

Thanx to Farah for the 'denai' made to enter my room.

.:sekian:.

Have to get back to my assignments. Sigh~

4300 words more to go. Yay!

And lucks for my Oral Test, 4 hours from now...

.:amin:.

From Australia to ______, with hatred...

Dear readers. This post is another hatred letter. Please ignore if you think I love/like you. ;~)

Here goes nothing...

Dearest _____,

If you say that you don't give a damn bout me, don't bother saying things bout me, don't bother hearing to anything I say, don't bother talking/writing bout me, don't read what I write and don't bother to even THINK of me.  Coz if you do, that means that you DO TAKE NOTE of everything that happens to me (Aloloooo~! Masih ada kemanisan lagi rupanya kamu...) Being friends on Facebook doesn't make us friends...

And truth is, you can't just live independently in that community you're in. Such things don't exist. Once in a while, or at least once, ONCE in your lifetime, you'll have to depend on others for something. Trust me.

Watch what you say. When you really want someone to forgive you, they may forgive but not forget. But when you don't walk your talk, that's just like begging people to hate you and how can I forgive you when you insist on being hated? Mark my words. You're so full of **** the moment you said you don't care bout others. Damn.

Emo lagi. Haha. Sudah lama tidakku membenci manusia. Namun, perasaan itu bangkit kembali pabila ada yang meniup api kemarahanku. Syaitan mesti sedang bersorak keliling aku kan sekarang nieh. Haih. Takpe. Takpe. Nie marah yang ikhlas. Heee. Doa orang yang dizalimi InsyaAllah dimakbulkan. Amin~

 If you're reading this, that means you still DO CARE bout me...

(Awww... That's EFFING sweet!)

Tell me now, are you fond of me? ;~)

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        Halloween Vampire

(Heee. Nak buat muka marah tapi macam bertaring pulak.)