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Keep on smiling. Like yawning, it's contagious. Trust me.
Have been replaying two songs on my playlist for a day:
Space-Bound - Eminem
CaliforniaKing Bed -Rihanna
Proximately faraway...
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Kekacakan baru bangun tidur :~)
#random |
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| Home alone... |
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Waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel right in the face.. |
Juxtaposition much?
Updates:
- I'm work bound at the moment.
.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 05.15pm:.
*Ya Allah!!! Tak sedar dah masuk Maghrib.20 minit yang lalu. Boleh berbuka puasa! Alhamdulillah~~~ :~)))
My Facebook status update here:
♥ ♦ ♣ ♠ A gamble. It's currently 9 degrees outside and I'm still struggling in my bed with the notes in front of me when it's already 8.11am. The exam is at 8.50am. Will I make it through? Ya Allah, Ya Tuhan kami, permudahkanlah segala urusan kami pada hari ini. Hanya Engkau yang mampu membantu, hanya kepadaMu kami berserah. Segala apa yang terjadi, berikanlah kami kesenangan dan kekuatan mengharunginya. Amin~ Mode: Honestly, I'm not ready for this. Tawakkal 100%
- Exam in less than an hour.
- Padan muka. Salah sendiri.
.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 8.17am:.
.:ilyanafauzy signing in at 1.41pm:.
Alhamdulillah the exam was okay although I only managed to study for less than an hour. You think I'm gifted? Think again. Maybe our definition of "Okay" isn't the same. :~)
Just so people know, I only have this one paper to sit for exam which means that I should be in my holiday mood. I've planned to fill this cold winter by hitting the island down under, Tasmania, from the 26th of June. Here's my initial holiday schedule:
- With Jijol:
- 21 July - 25 July : Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia
- With the Usrah members:
- 26 June - 01 July (9am) : Hobart, Tasmania, Australia
- With Myra, Mira, Faiz, Myra:
- 01 July (10pm) - 2 July : Auckland, New Zealand
- 02 July - 05 July : Rotorua, New Zealand
- 06 July - 08 July : Wellington, New Zealand
- 08 July - 10 July : Christchurch, New Zealand
- 10 July - 12 July : Dunedin, New Zealand
- 12 July - 15 July : Queenstwon, New Zealand
- Alone:
- 15 July - 16 July : Christchurch, New Zealand
- With Azrul and his friends:
- 16 July - 21 July : Melbourne, Australia
- With Hafiz Hazny, Sya, Farah, Min, Afiq
- 23 July : Watching NRL or AFL at the Sydney Cricket Stadium
- With fellow cohortmates:
- 30 July : Dragon boating in I dunno where.
So, that's my initial holiday plan. But it seems macam sentiasa ada problem je with each of the place or date/ Dunno what message Allah's trying to send to me. But I know He knows what's best for me. Here's the later things happened.
- Gold Coast:
- Jijol decided not to go. It was mutual. I felt the same way too. Luckily, we haven't bought the ticket for Gold Coast and cancelled the plan.
- Hobart:
- For Hobart, TAS, K. Nad has bought the return ticket for AUD200 but too bad, I've to cancel that one too due to something that came up quite suddenly that I can't avoid and I can't tell you. It's SUPER IMPORTANT that saya berserah je burn duit ticket macam tu je. Sorry friends. T_T
- New Zealand:
- For New Zealand, I'm very sure of myself that I'm going there but my friends, they're still undecided due to the volcanic ash coming from Chile and the earthquake in Christchurch. Sebenarnya cuak gak tapi the previous two holidays dah cancel, takkan this ticket nak burn jugak?? Tamaooo (T_T)
- Melbourne, NRL/AFL, Dragon boating:
- Up till now, there hasn't been any changes and I hope there will not be any. The NRL/AFL date isn't final yet but I wish that they won't be doing before the 21st. If they're going before that, I've decided to go on my own. Saya okay je :~) Heee.
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La Tahzan. Cannot sad-sad one! Heee |
- Seriously, I pray that Allah gives me the strength to carry on and redha with whatever he has in store for me.
.:ilyanafauzy signing off, again, at 2.49pm:.
I wish, he's not my only catalyst.
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| Dear God, please give me the strength to carry on... |
Update:
- Disappointed with myself.
.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 5.29am:.
"The more you put me through. The more it makes me wanna come back to you. You say you hate me, I just love you more. You don't want me, I just want you more. I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me. I know it's sad but it's making me happy. The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on. Because you love me and I love you more"
- Eminem, Love You More (2004) -
Applicable to both friends and enemies.
(That is, if I have any :~))
- Not just yet.
- Eh, All The Best to Cohort 2 that'll be having their exams tomorrow. Seriously, LING218 is the subject I enjoyed the most compared to the other 3 subjects in my first semester here although sometimes I can't understand the relevance of learning it.
.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 06.19pm:.
This post is dedicated to a dear friend and everyone who feels like they're in a similar situation...
To just give up on life is so easy. It takes a second to take the life out of you and you're calling it a shortcut to end everything so that you can make everyone happy (KONONNYA). But what about the nine months your mother sacrificed just to let you out into this world? And that's excluding the years your parents have/had taken to raise you up... Take a moment to think. Think. Before you do anything stupid, anything that can't be undone.
Self-update:
- Everything happens for a reason. Everything has a solution to it... He's always there for you. InsyaAllah...
.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 03.30am:.
My sister terasa with me because I didn't wish her on her birthday. She thought I forgot. But no, I was working on this. Hope that she'll love it. Spent a few days on this. I'm a slow worker. *Yawn...
.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 02.09pm:.
Okay. I'm done with off-tasking. Back to assignments.
Quick-update:
-Assignmenting. =_="
.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 11.14pm:.
