Thank God

Back then, I had this tendency of thinking that my life is miserable. I often wish that I had a better life and I couldn't help but hate myself. I realized that I had this mind setting since I was in Form 1 (2002). Well, thanx to everyone who has helped me to get through this life. I just found out (Well, not really just, but since May 2008), I realize that I love my life so much and there's nothing else I could ever ask for. I have a great family, adorable friends, and the next-to-perfect kinda boyfriend. I wonder what else could have I asked for back then. I regret the years that I've spent looking down upon myself. It was such a waste thinking that I refused to spend my years with optimistic visions rather than being a pessimist. I thank God for letting me know these people~

:My family : Abah, Ma, Ayie, Zani, Ilya, Bb, Eli
:Him : FiZi
:True friends : Those I've known since I was still a little girl (Well, obviously, not ALL of them)

Initially, I wanted to put the pictures of them here but then, maybe in my next post. ;) It will be on these wonderful people that God has placed on Earth whom I love so much~

Exceptional

This is my first post that uses a song lyrics. Well, of course I don't post it here for nothing coz then, it will not be called as a post of mine. This song has a very deep meaning to it (at least, it does, to me). It was dedicated to me by a dear friend (the name is classified as she may not prefer me to tell the world who she is). Thanx a lot to her for making me feel special living in this world. This song is one of the factor of why I am the person I am today.

Mmmm

You're beautiful but you don't know
Can't see what's there inside your soul
Always feelin like you're not good enough
You wish you could be someone else
Sometimes you just can't see yourself
But I can see just who you are, who you are

You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional
(Yeah)

You never you think you measure up
Never smart or cool, or pretty enough
Always feeling different from all the rest, oh
You feel so out of place, you think you don't fit in
I think you're perfect in the skin you're in
You're just perfect just how you are, just how you are, yeah

[chorus]
You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional

If you could see the one I see when I see you
You'd know how lucky you are to be you
I see through into you
And you are

You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that? (You are)
You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional

Thanx a lot my dear friend. We may not hang out that often together but please remember that you'll always be close to me. You may not check out my blog that often but I really do appreciate you being there when I need you. You may frequently think that you're forgotten but you never are. Trust me. We've had a few fights before because of my clumsiness. I admit that. Yes, I'm Miss Klutz. But I'm not Miss I-Love-Hurting-My-Friends. It's just that I've this problem of remembering things. Ever since we've known each other (July 07), I never wanted to hurt your feelings. I love you my friend.