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Showing posts with label That's life. Show all posts
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Monday, February 6, 2017

Soalan lazim.

Wahhhh. Ada masa sikit update blog. Yay!

Jap. Nak tengok post lama. WOWWWW! 2015. Terskip setahun sehhh. Power waaa isi masa dengan aktiviti aktiviti yang menarik. Haha. Kalau lepas lepas nie ada masa lagi nak mengarang menulis menyajak bagai... I'll do that soon. Dok enjoy life sampai teknik nak mengarang pun dah berkarat. Haha.

Post hari nie adalah berkaitan dengan salah satu dari beribu juta soalan common murid. Ha. Lepas nie, kalau ada peluang bertanya sana sini sikit kat member member cikgu lain, boleh buat post pasal nie lagi. Okay. Without further ado...


Edited from the cartoon below.

If I get this kinda question, I used to respond, "Taklah. Sambung tulis atas meja je. Nak tulis kat baju kawan sebelah boleh jugak." But last year, I read somewhere, 'sebagai guru atau ibu bapa, jangan sesekali jawab soalan murid/anak dengan sindiran atau perlian'. 

Therefore, I changed my style. Setiap kali ditanya soalan sebegini, saya hanya perlu melemparkan renungan tajam saya dan mereka faham. Kalau diorang tak faham pun, akan ada kawan yang tegur atau tolong jawabkan. Ha. Senang lagi gitu.

I still don't know how to be the kind of teacher I was before (prior to 2015), the fun and cheerful me. I miss that. Dengan students pun boleh bergurau senda macam member, lagi-lagi kalau kat luar kelas. Kalau ada masalah ke apa, memang diorang berani cerita sebab the trust is there and diorang suka mintak pendapat. Dalam kelas pulak, they know the boundaries. Sangat best perasaannya masa muda mudi sikit tu.

Sekarang nie, bengis je kerjanya. Pernah jugak tercalon dalam anugerah cikgu paling garang (sbb pnh jadi tukang kira undi masa tu. Second highest vote after Cikgu Ibrahim yg memang berturut-turut tak pernah lepas takhta dari anugerah tu) and I kinda love-hate that title. Suka sebab the kids mmg sangat dgr cakap. Tak cakap pun xpe dah sebab diorang automatic diam kalau tetiba nampak masa dok main. Tak suka pulak sebab kekadang buat lawak dalam kelas pun, depa tak berani nak gelak atau macam muka 'haa teacher cuba buat lawak ke.' Hm. Tak best woh. Perasaan dia macam kita nie musuh diorang ke eh. Diorang diam dan dgr cakap sebab takut je ke. Bkn sebab respect ke. Bila nampak budak problematic semacam, tanya apa masalah dia pun, tak berani nak bgtau. Tak best. Memang tak best.

Pernah tetiba kena relief kelas yang tak pernah masuk and I didn't even know sorang murid pun dalam tu. First thing I heard was, a girl whispered (bisik stail budak-budak nie, tak macam bisik sangat pun) to her friend, "Eh, diamlah. Aku dengar, cikgu nie garang gila." Haaa... Bila pandang dia, terus dia tunduk, tak pandang kita langsung dah sampailah habis tiga puluh minit relief tu. Fuh.

Hm. Masih tercari-cari identiti diri. How to change aa. I tried but... Entohhh. Bila masuk kelas je, mulut tetiba tak reti senyum. Pelik kan. Okaylah. Bye.

Nie yang ori.
En. Kazim - Utusan

Monday, December 7, 2015

December. The month of...


Post kali nie tak rasa cam nak main paint pulak. Nak tulis je. Heee.


...


A week before my birthday, Mdm Rovena called and told me I flunked my exam. I knew I did bad. 


7th December 2009. 

I resat for my exam. After the exam, I felt lonely. Iwa came from Perlis to accompany me that day. We spent the day at Queensbay Mall. Thank you, dear girlfriend. 

22 days later,

mama passed away.

...


12th December 2014.

Taweeeeeennnnnn~!!!! Yippeeeeeee~!!!!


13th December 2014.

Majlis tawen. Hoyeah! Habis sudaaa.

...


6th December 2015.

I should have held my first baby today. Not many knew about this. But yeah, I lost my first baby some time in May. Can't imagine people yang dah ada anak and the child meninggal. Sedangkan yang baru dua bulan bertapak dalam perut pun dah sob sob. Thank God FiZi's always there to support me. Honestly, the news of us losing the baby seemed to hit him harder than me. He tried to hide away the sadness and kept giving me motivational words (Hee. Presiden PRS lah katakann...). But I think those were rather self-convincing words. 

What hurt us wasn't the baby's passing but how the doctors treated the matter. I bled for three weeks. On the first day of the bleeding, Hospital Selayang simply gave a two-week appointment. We went to Pusat Pakar Rawatan Islam Kg. Baru and the doctor tak percaya that I was pregnant till FiZi showed her the scan we did a week earlier at Klinik Sri Indah, Selayang Jaya (The doctor wasn't in. Sebab tu tak g situ. But that was our favourite clinic kalau doctor tu ada. Now fav clinic kitorg is Klinik Mutiara, Prima Gombak.) Tu pun, doc kat PPRI Kg. Baru tu dok tanya macam macam. Yg tak relevan. "Konfem ke mengandung? Camne konfemkan? Klinik mana awak g? Sebelum tu cek tak kat rumah? Bila cek tu, mmg confirm positive ke? Kalau positive tu, maksudnya ada dua jalur. Awak dua jalur ke? Bila scan tu awak nampak ke baby?" And so on... Ergh. Tanya macam ape je... Dengan nada yang macam nak halau tuu... Entah lah kalau tu memang prosedur kan. But we didn't like the way she talked to us. Kasar semacam. Macam kitorang nie tak kawen lagi je. Maybe jugak because I wasn't wearing my wedding ring but still! Patient ko jugak kott.. Tak kisah lah ko nak pikir apa punnn. (I dislike wearing jewelries especially while doing daily activities. Pnh sehari pakai, terus kemek cincin tu. Terus tak pakai dah unless g events. Tu pun tak selalu. Hee).  Dia scan, tengok takde pape. There was nothing. Sac pun takde. Mcm blank screen pun ada jugak. Hoho. Serious pelik sebab before tu, scan kat another clinic, ada je something there. Then, we came out of the consultation room dengan perasaan tak puas hati but none of us said anything. We were nervous with the outcome. We just held each other's hands while waiting for the bill. Lepas g tempat yg macam pakar gila tuuu (they charged us RM252, the most expensive bill we've received banding dgn 3 lagi klinik private kitorang g. Yang lain semua bawah RM100. DEF NOT WORTH IT WITH THE WAY THE DOC TREATED US AND MENUNGGU SAMPAI 2 HOURS), dalam kereta, FiZi started comforting me. Maybe sbb sunyi sepi je kot suasana. I felt nothing. Empty. Not happy nor was I sad. Completely nothing. Tak tau nak rasa apa.

The next day, macam semangat gila nak masak masak. Masa potong potong bawang ke apa tah, tetiba rasa lain macam. Takde pun sakit apa. I went to the toilet nak cek, there it was. It was like a lump of meat, no blood, nothing else. Just that. My baby dah keluar. Huwaaa. Babyyy... Why you no wait and stay stronggg?? But lepas tu, dah lega. At least the bleeding stopped. I happily (sbb takde tertanya tanya dah kenapa bleeding berpanjangan) showed it to FiZi. He just smiled and turned on his silent mode. I knew he was heartbroken.

Sorry sayang. I know you never blamed me for what happened but the doctor said, maybe because I kept on kerja and acted like nothing's going on padahal I was bleeding down there and that went on for three weeks. I told close friends about it only and the PKs had no idea I was gonna lose my first baby. I know why you're being overprotective and tegas gila suruh inform PK untuk bagi kelonggaran tugasan (Kurikulum for academic purposes and Koko because I was Ketua Rumah Sukan) and ikut cakap doctor (MC seminggu) when I started bleeding masa second pregnancy although saya berdegil nak kerja jugak sebab byk kerja dok tunggu kat skola. I'll always remember what the doctor said, "Saya bagi MC. Ikut awak kalau nak kerja jugak. Tapi awak kena fikir. Sayang kerja lebih atau sayang baby?" That sentence reminded me about what happened a few months ago. Fuh. Tak sanggup. And I became the good girl yang bedridden kat rumah tunggu je awak balik kerja. Hee. Imma good wife! And am gonna be a great mother! 


7th December 2015.

Celebrating my birthday alone on our bed. Wish FiZi had applied for leave today and spent the day with his wife. Your presence means a lot, sayang. Even if it's just cuddling in bed all day long. But I get it. Kalau tak g kerja, lagi laaa stress phone awak asyik dok bunyi sebab orang carik (I know this because this had happened plenty of times when you called in sick and memang tak larat nak g kerja). Haha. Takpelah. Nanti balik, nak birthday card please! (Hope you read this before coming home.)

And so, I googled this.

But most of em require me to use the car and go somewhere.
Huwaaa. Cannot lorhhh.


29th December 2015.

Mama left us 6 years ago. Al-fatihah.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Update.

I had tons of things I wanted to spill on this page but when I clicked "New Post", my mind suddenly went blank. This is how it feels like everyday at school.


Kena lah tunggu balik kannn. Takkan lahhh nak update blog dalam kelas. No time. No time...!
Sdg jaga exam pun, banyak betul kerja boleh buat masa tu.
While waiting between classes, bolehlah settlekan benda benda online.
Siapa kata cikgu dah tak payah isi pape online, siap dia. Heee
So, kena jugak tunggu time balik.

But...

As soon as the bell rings... 

Meeting oiii. Meetiing...!

Nak tanda kertas and buku-buku dulu lah before balik.
And... Jemputan-jemputan yang sukar ditolak.

Makan jom!
Keluar jom!
Makan jom!
Jejalan jom!
Beli barang hias kelas n barang rumah jom!
Makan jom!
Kak Syuhana! Nak g rumah akak!
Makan jom!
Main dgn budak kecik nie!

Bila ada time sikit untuk bukak laptop, cuma ingat nak buka nie je...

Kertas kerja, laporan, minit mesyuarat, bahan-bahan keceriaan kelas...
Semua ke laut.. Huwaaaa...!
So...

Monolog ini mengambil tempat.
(This monologue takes place)


Apabila tibanya hujung minggu...

FiZi's activities

Friends' weddings

FiZi's rugby

Family's weddings
School hockey: Training and matches
Bersiar-siar w/ 3Fs
School activities
Kemas and ceriakan kelas

When sedang dok diam-diam kat rumah... tetiba hati kecilku berbisik...

"Eh, nak balik Shah Alam lah..."

Haiyooo. In the end... Bila berjaya buka laptop and nak update blog...

Idea lesap.
P/S: Despite enjoying myself every day, my schedule's super full. So, memang minta maaf awal-awal to those yg ajak lepak tapi tak dapat join. Especially at night and in the evening. Malam tuition and my afternoons, almost everyday in April and May akan balik around 5 camtu if I don't bring barang-barang kerja balik rumah. Sorry! Jangan tak ajak lak dah ar. Heeee.

Update:
-Sangaaaat banyak kerja nak buat sebenarnya. Am so glad I have supportive friends at school :~)
-Laptop pulak nak rosak sekarang. Hm. 

WAIT WHATTT?!! DAH 5:30?! Alamakkk! Kerja tak start lagiiii!!!

.:ilyana fauzy signing off at 5:32 (+08:00 GMT):.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Stuffroom Camwhoring.




I've been pretty busy lately. Here's a quick blog update for fellow readers. :~)


Click on this site for a wonderfully touching story. Hope you enjoy reading it! :'~)

(Credit to Farah for introducing it to me two years ago)


Mum, I miss you.

Hello.
I'm in the staff room. 

Pipi kurang bengkak.
Pipi bengkak.
Those were taken 15 August. 
And...

These are taken... 


TODAY!!!
Heee. The students are having their UPSR.
 
And I've to do my work.


Bye!

Don't hate me cz I'm beautiful. Haha. Kidding!

Update:
- 4 weeks left for practicum.
- Which means almost exactly another 2 months left of studying.

Mixed feelings.

.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 12:11pm (GMT +08:00):.



Monday, May 21, 2012

Macquarie University: I'm over it. Not.



I thought I'm over it but no...
Lemme just share with you what I did on my second last day in Macquarie University.
That day was specially reserved to laze around the uni...

Where we practiced futsal and netball.

Happiness is obvious.

Cafe in the background.

The mini waterfall leading to the fountain.

The bowl-like field.

The graduates.

The logo.

The leaf with lemongrass fragrance.

The half-hidden logo.

The logo and the teddy.

The graduation teddy.

The courtyard.

Exploring the uni.

Wrong moment to blink. I know!

The ever-reliable zebra crossing.

A monkey on the move.

Shiny feather.

A not-so-mirrored pose.

One of the many tame birds.

Mereka ibarat gagak di Malaysia. Bersepah.

On the way to the library.

The new library.

Final pose in front of it - on the grass.

The carpet.

I miss lying on it...

Thinking of the future.

Will miss the technologies.

Final pose in front of it - standing.

On the way to Macquarie Center.

11 days before Christmas.

Our favourite Asian store.

These pictures were taken a day before my flight to Malaysia. I will definitely come here again someday... InsyaAllah.

Updates: 
-The exam's over. Just counting the days for the semester break. Yay?


.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 06.01am GMT +08:00:.


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