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Friday, February 13, 2015

13 February 2015



13 February 2015.

"Ada apa dengan tarikh?" kata mereka.

Well, exactly 10 years ago was the moment we decided to take our friendship to a new level. It was 2005. I was in Form 4 and he was in Form 5. He never had a girlfriend. So, I assumed that he only liked me because I cared for him a lil more than other girls do. Alhamdulillah, the relationship still continued after we finished school.

I still remember. Ten years ago, some time when I was in Form 4. I was in the toilet doing what people normally do when they're in one. That time, dah fikir dah. Kalau tawen dengan dia nie, pernah dengar orang kata afdhal hari Jumaat. So, that time, I scrolled through my (mother's) 3310...

Image result for 3310 green
The legendary phone

And searched for the closest 13 February that falls on a Friday. "Ah, sudah... Takkan Februari 2009 kottt? Aku baru 19 tahun kot. Tak mungkin mabah bagi kawen masa belajar lagi." So, I went on scrolling for the next one. "Whatttt..?? 2015 nanti? Gilo. 10 tahun tuuuuuu! Tak sanggup. Tak sangguppp. Ah, takpelah. Que Sera Sera..." 

Don't worry.
Saya tak segila itu untuk kira semua nie.
I used http://www.timeanddate.com/date/duration.html
Hehe.
Alhamdulillah, on the 12th of December, a day and two months ago, dengan sekali lafaz, "Saya terima nikahnya Mohd Norhafizi bin Abdullah dengan mas kahwinnya RM300. Sah? Sah." saya selamat bergelar isteri kepada Mohd Norhafizi bin Abdullah. Oh-so-cliche. 

We've gone through the ups and downs of life zaman sebelum kahwin dulu. He has put up with a lot of my nonsense. I'm really really really grateful to have him as my husband. If people ask me, "So, amacam kawen?" I can only answer, "Bestttt sangat!" No words can actually describe how thankful I am to Allah for allowing me to be with him and to FiZi for taking me as his wife. All I can say is, best sangat! :~)

Biaq pi lah depa nak kata:

"Eleh, baru kawen. Tunggu lah nanti dah dua tiga tahun."
"Alaaa. Takde anak lagi boleh lah nak sweet sweet."

Dan lain lain. Whatever. Cuba jangan unhappy kan orang kalau dah life korang tak happy sangat. Let's enjoy this life and the wonderfulness of having each other. Jangan nak spoil sangat mood kita. I'm not saying that our relationship won't turn sour or we won't experience langsung bersedih duka lara bagai tu. No... Kita pun takde jaminan what will happen in the future kan. But... Instead of telling me the downsides of marriages that you guys have gone through, cuba doakan kebahagiaan kitorang. InsyaAllah korang pun akan dapat rasa kebahagiaannya. *Hihi. Emo jap. Maaf ye.

The best part of this marriage that he's a lot sweeter and more understanding and turns into a very romantic person and I'm happy dia tak tunjuk sangat sweetness tu kat orang lain and and and... Eee banyak sangat lah! Hihi. I need not go into details of other stuff about this relationship. I think, all lovers have their own indescribable feelings lepas tawen. Kalau nak tau rasanya camne, tawen lah! ;~) 

THANK YOU LOVE FOR THE TEN YEARS YOU'VE BEEN A PATIENT, WONDERFUL, SUPPORTIVE, SWEET, CUTE, CHARMING, ANNOYING AND ALL OF THE GOODS AND BADS MIXED IN YOU. THANK YOU!

 Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

*Update:
. Currently waiting for FiZi to arrive. Waiting at school. In the rain. Eh, ada bumbung lah. Hehe. He's from KJ. Jem teghok hari Jumaat nieee bak ang!

.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 20:02 (GMT +08:00):.

Saturday, May 3, 2014

BiJi. BiJi. BiJi. Guwa biji bebeno. Pehe dop?

Updated status on Facebook:



   Dearest mama, guess what? Teachers' Day dah dekattt! I hope you're here to witness this. Heee. Call ma sbb nak cerita excited sambut Hari Guru first time nieee. AS A TEACHER! HOW COOL IS THAT?! Heeeeeeeeee. Dear God, because of You... I'm smiling. Alhamdulillah. Hoping I get to finish those secretarial work by tomorrow or hm..., next week. Kinda been working 7 days a week for a few months now. Who say teachers work half day only maa? Back at 3, 4, 5 and sometimes at 6. At home, continue working. Punch in at 7:15 in the morning regardless the total hours. *Yawnnn* OT? What's that? Tak wujud dalam kamus seorang guru. Not complaining (tipuuuu jee!!! hee. but yeah, not complaining that much lah :~x ) Anddd very happy I don't get that many chance to sleep after Asar. :~D Am still very new to teaching. Tak cukup setahun lagi pun. Still a lot heading my way and am ready to learn! I smile most of the time (in and out of the school compound), I make friends with the children, we joke around like buddies do, I am surrounded with very helpful and supportive colleagues and loved ones... I just can't ask for anything more, can I? I wonder how my friends, in this same great profession, scattered all over Malaysia, are doing :~))) Wishing my dear friends who are teachers too, a VERY HAPPY VERY HAPPY VERY HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! Heee. An early HTD wish. How much longer will I stay a teacher? Wallahualam. Good night!



But then... I realize:
- This is too personal to be placed on Facebook.
- It will be on the News Feed. Macam menyemak jeee status pepanjang camnie kat NF orang padahal takdak kaitan dengan depa pun. Sian pulop.
- Nobody cares anyway. Duuuhhh.

So, I decided to move it here. Haha. Why? Because, this is my own personal space. Only those who care enough will read this. People choose to click or visit blogs but on FB's NF, everything's stuck there even when people tak nak tengok pun. Heee. So, here it is lah kan. Pap! Terpampang di blog ini. Gosh, I miss her. Dah tak balik rumah lama dah nie padahal dulu, tiap minggu balik. Okay. Dah taburkan  muntahkan luahkan isi hati kat sini. Boleh tdoq dah. Hehe. Guten nacht!  

Maafkan patik, gambar tidak memberangsangkan.
Sedang kejar masa nie.  *run chase time*
k lame.

In case you don't understand the title of this post disebabkan penggunaan bahasa berkarat, it's "Busy. Busy. Busy. Very busy. Do you understand?" Taa~
Update:
- Busyyyyyyyy!
- Despite the busyness, I still try to make time for people (tak semua lah sbb x semua schedule free sama).
- Butttt, tu lah. Kalau ada orang tgk kita happy sikit, keluarlah ayat, "Eh, dia macam x de kje je.",  "Eeee, senangnyaa jadi cikgu." ... dan bermacam lagi lah. Haha. Tolak tepi semua itu dan terus pekakkan diri. Cobaaannnn. 

.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 3:45AM (GMT +08:00):.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Update.

I had tons of things I wanted to spill on this page but when I clicked "New Post", my mind suddenly went blank. This is how it feels like everyday at school.


Kena lah tunggu balik kannn. Takkan lahhh nak update blog dalam kelas. No time. No time...!
Sdg jaga exam pun, banyak betul kerja boleh buat masa tu.
While waiting between classes, bolehlah settlekan benda benda online.
Siapa kata cikgu dah tak payah isi pape online, siap dia. Heee
So, kena jugak tunggu time balik.

But...

As soon as the bell rings... 

Meeting oiii. Meetiing...!

Nak tanda kertas and buku-buku dulu lah before balik.
And... Jemputan-jemputan yang sukar ditolak.

Makan jom!
Keluar jom!
Makan jom!
Jejalan jom!
Beli barang hias kelas n barang rumah jom!
Makan jom!
Kak Syuhana! Nak g rumah akak!
Makan jom!
Main dgn budak kecik nie!

Bila ada time sikit untuk bukak laptop, cuma ingat nak buka nie je...

Kertas kerja, laporan, minit mesyuarat, bahan-bahan keceriaan kelas...
Semua ke laut.. Huwaaaa...!
So...

Monolog ini mengambil tempat.
(This monologue takes place)


Apabila tibanya hujung minggu...

FiZi's activities

Friends' weddings

FiZi's rugby

Family's weddings
School hockey: Training and matches
Bersiar-siar w/ 3Fs
School activities
Kemas and ceriakan kelas

When sedang dok diam-diam kat rumah... tetiba hati kecilku berbisik...

"Eh, nak balik Shah Alam lah..."

Haiyooo. In the end... Bila berjaya buka laptop and nak update blog...

Idea lesap.
P/S: Despite enjoying myself every day, my schedule's super full. So, memang minta maaf awal-awal to those yg ajak lepak tapi tak dapat join. Especially at night and in the evening. Malam tuition and my afternoons, almost everyday in April and May akan balik around 5 camtu if I don't bring barang-barang kerja balik rumah. Sorry! Jangan tak ajak lak dah ar. Heeee.

Update:
-Sangaaaat banyak kerja nak buat sebenarnya. Am so glad I have supportive friends at school :~)
-Laptop pulak nak rosak sekarang. Hm. 

WAIT WHATTT?!! DAH 5:30?! Alamakkk! Kerja tak start lagiiii!!!

.:ilyana fauzy signing off at 5:32 (+08:00 GMT):.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Left...

I came home today... The house was quiet. I didn't peek inside my housemate's room cz I never do that if the door's closed. Takut lah kalau-kalau housemate segan dia tdoq ke apa kan... So, I entered my room, changed, solat and mengadap laptop. 

Bout an hour later... I received a text from my housemate."Slm bye adk kiut. lintas jln elok2 ye pg esok..." WHAT?! I totally forgot that she's heading home today. Kedah. So, for the next two nights, I'll be alone. I'll walk to school alone. I'm not ready for this....! Huuu. Laju jeee ayaq mata ngalir. 

I dunno why but the image of mum leaving me suddenly crossed my mind. Ya Allah... Sedihnya... Sedihnya... Sedihnyaaaaa... Huuuu. I need to get outta here. Go lepak elsewhere. Wherever there are people around. Em. Tapiii... Tu lah... Nak keluar pun malas. Ada sesiapa nak ajak keluar? Better sleep ey? Gd night. Eh, maghrib luuu... 

Update:
- Moved to an apartment near my school.
- Walk to school every morning.
- Living near Jalan Ipoh, Jalan Kuching area 


.:ilyana.fauzy signing off at 19:41 (GMT +8:00):.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Stuffroom Camwhoring.




I've been pretty busy lately. Here's a quick blog update for fellow readers. :~)


Click on this site for a wonderfully touching story. Hope you enjoy reading it! :'~)

(Credit to Farah for introducing it to me two years ago)


Mum, I miss you.

Hello.
I'm in the staff room. 

Pipi kurang bengkak.
Pipi bengkak.
Those were taken 15 August. 
And...

These are taken... 


TODAY!!!
Heee. The students are having their UPSR.
 
And I've to do my work.


Bye!

Don't hate me cz I'm beautiful. Haha. Kidding!

Update:
- 4 weeks left for practicum.
- Which means almost exactly another 2 months left of studying.

Mixed feelings.

.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 12:11pm (GMT +08:00):.



Sunday, July 8, 2012

Just maybe...



Maybe it's not that I don't understand.
Maybe I just refuse to understand.
Maybe...


State of denial.
It can happen to YOU.


.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 3.45am (GMT +08:00):.

Monday, May 21, 2012

Macquarie University: I'm over it. Not.



I thought I'm over it but no...
Lemme just share with you what I did on my second last day in Macquarie University.
That day was specially reserved to laze around the uni...

Where we practiced futsal and netball.

Happiness is obvious.

Cafe in the background.

The mini waterfall leading to the fountain.

The bowl-like field.

The graduates.

The logo.

The leaf with lemongrass fragrance.

The half-hidden logo.

The logo and the teddy.

The graduation teddy.

The courtyard.

Exploring the uni.

Wrong moment to blink. I know!

The ever-reliable zebra crossing.

A monkey on the move.

Shiny feather.

A not-so-mirrored pose.

One of the many tame birds.

Mereka ibarat gagak di Malaysia. Bersepah.

On the way to the library.

The new library.

Final pose in front of it - on the grass.

The carpet.

I miss lying on it...

Thinking of the future.

Will miss the technologies.

Final pose in front of it - standing.

On the way to Macquarie Center.

11 days before Christmas.

Our favourite Asian store.

These pictures were taken a day before my flight to Malaysia. I will definitely come here again someday... InsyaAllah.

Updates: 
-The exam's over. Just counting the days for the semester break. Yay?


.:ilyanafauzy signing off at 06.01am GMT +08:00:.


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